"This last volume was very painful for me. There was grief for my father, but also for my country, or rather, my countries. I have given up on the idea of finding a place where I feel at home, where I truly belong. I have had to accept that I will never be the French woman I wanted to be, nor the Moroccan woman I would like to be. I am French as well as Moroccan, but both identities are very complex and fragile. There will always be people who say to me: You are not a real Moroccan.""Dieser letzte Band war für mich sehr schmerzhaft. Da war die Trauer um meinen Vater, aber auch die um mein Land…